"Good Girl"

"Hey, good girl
With your head in the clouds
I bet you I can tell you
What you’re thinkin' about
You'll see a good boy
Gonna give you the world
But he’s gonna leave you cryin'
With your heart in the dirt

His lips are dripping honey
But he’ll sting you like a bee
So lock up all your love and
Go and throw away the key

Hey good girl
Get out while you can
I know you think you got a good man

[Hook]
Why, why you gotta be so blind?
Won’t you open up your eyes?
It’s just a matter of time 'til you find
He’s no good, girl
No good for you
You better get to getting on your goodbye shoes and go, go, go...
Better listen to me
He’s low, low, low..."

Those are lyrics from Carrie Underwoods latest single "Good Girl". Why am I posting them. LOL. They have been stuck in my head lately. I feel like thats what a lot fo girls need to hear. We get too focuesed on whatever guy is paying us attention at that point time and lose sight of who they actually are and the kind of person they are. Who they make us when we are around them and how they change us. Because whether we like it or not,  everyone that we allow into our lives takes a piece of us with them. Even if we dont intend to let that happen. We have no control. As humans, we are flawed. lol. Thats why I like music so much, it says so much more in 3 minutes than I can articulate in 20.  It gets across feelings and explains itself so much more beautifully than I can imagine. I really appreciate song writerd for that. lol. They help me express myself. :)

So, even though I havent blogged in forevevr, I felt the need today. God has really been pulling on my heart lately, about several things. One in particular is my job situation. Which if you talk to me ever, you know all about that. lol. But, recently I have been contemplating whether or not I am on the right path. I know I love kids,...duh! lol But, working in the school system that so often stresses me out and leads perfectly good people into taking anxiety medicines because they cant calm down to function. It is not like that for all, I realized that. I am not so closed minded. I enjoy my kids and know that I genuinely love being with them. Lately I wonder though if maybe my presence isnt required elsewhere. Maybe God has something for me, that I never even thought about. I can't close myself off to that just because it isn't comfortable or what I planned. It is not about me, remember? lol.

Secondly,.....this boy. Enough said. lol. I have finally gotten to a good point with having peace about my singleness and isnt it funny God would throw such a curve. More proof that He has a sense of humor, if you ever doubted that. I am not going to go into great detail about this boy just yet. Just pray for me! I am not even kidding. I am in unfamilir territory with this one girls. lol.

It's funny to me that this post started about with kind of a anti-boy song and ended with me cofessing I like one. lol. But, anyways...Stay Inspired, Keep Praying, and Love those whom you come into contact with, you never know! \

Love you Guys!

C